Anyone still doubt that I am madly in love with my brothers?
Even though the older one drives me insane some times with his crazy theories "about life and love and other mysteries"(eg. politics)?
As much as I tend to be attracted to guys that remind me of him, he is the most unique guy on Earth. I really admire that kid.
A lot of times we disagree. Some times I just do not seem to grasp his thoughts. Sometimes I think he is just being childish. I remember the days when I was the one that would put ideas in his mind. Those days are over. he is the one who tries to put ideas in my mind - I feel that I know so little when he starts talking to me.
As for the little one, having missed his past 2 1/2 years, I can just hope that he becomes quite a man. He has a great role model. His brother has been putting him in the right track. Including movies - Matrix, Lord of the Rings, Star Wars (books and movies). And he is really smart, fun, and sweet.
He looks up to me too. For how long will that last? And why on Earth does he think I am so great? ...
I always indulged him in boyish things. Gross songs, candy after hours, gifts ( I am always trying to get him the gift that will make him forget everyone else's, and I am usually right) And we had lots of fun making fools out of ourselves last time I was there. He just hasn't yet lost that innocence which makes him not mind looking silly. He has a playmate in me, for I have no sense of ridiculous.
What am I to say?
I am just in love with those guys!